Yesterday I was so happy because tony was coming. Except for the little fact that I had not talked to my dad about it. So today I told him about it and of course he flipped. Even though....he suggested it before. WTF? So now I fucking hate my dad and I have to tell tony not to come or he'll get a restraining order against him. God I couldnt be more upset. Tomorrow I have to stay after school and shit. Hopefully me and the james can chill tomorrow. God I miss hangin out with that dude. I miss tony tons too....God I love him so much, I really wish it could work. That is what I want more than anything,is for it to work. For everyone to just get along and accept eachother for who they are regardless of their past faults. I love you, Brittany Always Eey

Journal, Today was not too freakin bad. But I miss anthony so much.... My heart and soul<3 I am having trouble with my woodshop project. My pictures for photo 2 look great though, they are of the baby. My self portrait for comp graphs looks like shit though. And my tower for design prod looks like complete shit. I am going in for an appt tomorrow, it's actually a physical so that I can join the swim team. Today I found out they have a.m., p.m. and weekend practices ontop of meets. God that is going to suck but whatcha gonna doo!!?? I posted new pix of anthony on my DA page.... And he's coming to visit next monday,tuesday and wenesday!!!!!!!!!!! I am listening to The afters>"Beautiful love" And I am sorta depressed I love you all, Later,Brittany